Curiosity is a good place to begin
People come to this work for many reasons. Some are drawn by a lifelong interest in consciousness. Some are in a season of change. Some simply want to understand what is possible in Oregon's regulated system before deciding anything. All of those are fine starting points.
My part is to listen, explain what to expect, and help you see whether this feels right for you. You can read more about me on the About page.
Your experience belongs to you
I don't believe a facilitator should tell you what your experience means. Meaning is individual, and it often arrives slowly. My role is an attentive, grounded presence and room for you to follow your own experience.
Experiences vary from person to person and from one session to the next, so I don't promise particular outcomes. What I can offer is steady support and honest information.
Consent and boundaries come first
Consent is not a form you sign once. It is something we return to: before, during and after a session. You can ask questions, change your mind, say no to something, or decide this isn't for you. I'll explain what to expect before anything is decided.
We also talk about boundaries ahead of time, including what kind of support feels comfortable and what you'd rather not have. Having those conversations early is part of what lets a session feel safe.
Preparation, the service-center setting and integration
Good preparation matters as much as the session itself. We talk through your intentions, questions and practical needs, and I'll help you understand what participation involves. Our guide to preparing for your first psilocybin journey covers this in more detail.
Sessions take place at Bendable Retreats, a licensed Oregon psilocybin service center in Bend. I'm a facilitator, not a medical provider, and facilitation is not medical treatment or psychotherapy.
Afterwards, we make time to reflect on what came up and what, if anything, you want to carry into daily life. See psilocybin journey integration for gentle ways to do that.
What a first conversation looks like
A first conversation is simply that: a conversation. You can tell me a little about what's on your mind, ask anything you like about how Oregon's services work, and notice whether my way of working feels like a fit. There's no commitment attached, and no need to have your story figured out.
If you'd like to start, you can request a private consultation. Please keep medical details out of that first message. There is a more private place for them later.
Questions people often ask
Do I need a prescription or referral? No. Oregon's program is open to adults 21 and older without one, and it works differently from medical care. The article Psilocybin Therapy in Oregon? The Legal Services Model explains why.
Is facilitation therapy? No. It is preparation, support during a session and integration, not psychotherapy or medical treatment.
Is it right for everyone? Not necessarily. Some health conditions and medications make psilocybin a poor idea, and screening exists for that reason. If it turns out not to be right for you, I'd rather tell you honestly than carry on.
Where to go from here
To see how private sessions are shaped, visit Experiences, or read about group retreats. If you'd like a wider view of private retreats in Oregon, TRYP Retreats has an overview of private psilocybin retreats in Oregon (opens in a new tab).
To understand how research fits in, read psilocybin-assisted therapy research and considerations. For how the stages fit together, the Journal's pieces on what happens before a session and what integration actually means are good next reads, or you can browse the Journal.